Monday, November 17, 2025

My Civil War Year

Occasionally I'll fill out a year quite inadvertently with a running theme in what I'm reading.  One year I read a number of adaptations of The Iliad, and that was My Iliad Year.  Another year I read all of L. Frank Baum's Oz books, and that was My Oz Year.  This year I ended up reading a fair bit about the American Civil War, and so it was My Civil War Year.

Because I, ah, tend to accumulate a lot of books, most of 'em end up waiting a fair bit of time to actually be read, and that's what happened to The Memoirs of Ulysses S. Grant, which I picked up at Target a number of years back from a discount section, someone having ordered but chosen not to buy it.  It was something I wanted to read anyway, so I bought it, and it sat on a shelf, shifting ever onward toward the reading rotation, and this was its lucky year.

I could talk a bit about Grant here now, what's actually in his Memoirs (how he ended up writing them and what history has generally said about them is pretty well known at this point, so I needn't spend time on that), but suffice to say I ended up greatly impressed with his thoughts on the campaigns he fought, his meticulous progress and sometimes thrilling maneuvers.  Part of the myth of the Civil War we still struggle to untangle today is that Grant more or less stumbled toward Appomattox where Lee cordially surrendered in the courthouse, every bit his superior, Grant being a hopeless drunk who just happened to be the last one holding the ball for the Union, and destined to be a hapless president, later, mired in corruption...

Well, the Memoirs only cover the war (and his life preceding it), not the presidency, alas, but I happen to believe a fair bit of mythmaking surrounds the presidency, too.  The editors of the edition I read even suggest Grant of being disingenuous by failing to bring up his drinking problem, so...yeah.  Not a lot of partiality even in his own book (the introduction also claims his health affected his ability to maintain enough focus for a completely clean accounting, no evidence for which I found, either).  Bias runs deep, folks.

Anyway, so later I finally read The Killer Angels, the classic novel that later inspired the film Gettysburg, which I also watched, to remind myself whether or not it deserves its reputations(s) (both serious and ridiculous, from enthusiasts to viewers merely mocking fake beards).  I fell very deeply in love with Angels as I read it, a truly elegiac, impartial, deeply human look at both sides of the war.  As someone who grew up in Maine, I knew the first effect of Angels was to sanctify Joshua Chamberlain, which carried over if not still more strongly in Jeff Daniels' portrayal in the film.  Watching Gettysburg back, it's still a hard argument to dismiss, by the way.  Angels features an America we've allowed increasingly to fade into the past, where partisanship does not have to define someone, where sides only matter if you don't care about the person caught up in them.  It is an experience every American ought to have, and I am prepared to call it one of the great works of American literature.

I also read a book about politics during the war, specifically how Democrats comported themselves in the north.  The author tried very hard to push a "loyal opposition" narrative, but I can't help but conclude the problems they posed are as badly felt today as they were then.  And besides these three, I read an entry in Bernard Cornwell's Civil War series (never completed), and...found him very much the opposite of Michael Shaara, and that's all I really need to say about that.

I followed all that up with a documentary series about the war, and that was satisfying.  

Aside from fiction, and sometimes memoirs of one variety or another, my main reading interest has long been history.  I have David McCullough's 1776 on rush reading order from a very recent thrift store purchase (the American Revolution is another amateur hobby of mine), and from a library sale I included several tasty pieces of literature in that general extraction.  What can I say?  One of them is a journalist's survey of much of the past century.  I might just have to hopscotch that one, too...I only paused Memoirs and Killer Angels because I didn't know their actual worth, only what is generally said about them.  Both are far, far better than suggested.  Both are essential, as it turns out.  It was my great good fortune to read both this year.

Sunday, September 7, 2025

Those rejections…

I just got a couple rejection notices. I had submitted Seven Thunders again earlier this year, and finally got word back. I submitted a chapter of Collider, got word back. But I guess I used to have a harder problem with that. I just took them in stride. Trying to be stoic about it, maybe. Or maybe it’s because I’ve grown a little dull to the idea after all the self-publishing. I don’t get any actual sales from that. I’m not exactly slick about it. There were a lot of bloggers who figured this out, just among the communities I joined a decade or so back. Some of them absolutely, shamelessly manipulated the system. I never cared for that. I never cared for the reciprocity game. I don’t find integrity in reviews, either, that are disingenuous (“I never read this genre but somehow still loved this book by this buddy o’ mine”). And I certainly have the sales to show for it. I’m actually not sure I’ve ever made a sale to a blogging acquaintance. I actively stopped converting to ebooks when it became clear good ol’ Pat would swoop in on promotion days to get them for free. I certainly bought my fair share of free books that way, I know, and it almost always led to disappointment. 

But I’m thinking, set up one more blog, a dedicated Danab Cycle blog, and centralize promotion, chatter. If I opt for that. I always had big dreams for this. But now I have two completed manuscripts, and I guess my patience for the publishing world grows thin. I just don’t know how to do it. 

It’s a thought, anyway. I try not to be cynical. I know my efforts aren’t ever really that prolonged. I know I’m prone to giving up. Part of this is because I’m also a big fan of comic books. In that medium all of this works. I did find out it doesn’t exactly work to get into comics, either. So there’s that. But comic book creators are always hopping, throughout their careers, all over the place, and no one bats an eye. I mean, Marvel just inked a deal to publish John Byrne’s indy X-Men. 

I know I have the itch to write. It’s the getting published that was always the problem, or finding myself in scenarios that successfully led in that direction. Then self-publishing became just so darn easy…

Anyway, we’ll see.

Sunday, August 3, 2025

Collider…completed.

 


It seems positively unimaginable…

Back when all this began, it wasn’t going to be a book at all, it was just screwing around, and then I planned a different story, which was supposed to be a book, and I wrote that, and it became apparent to me that I really did want to write that first story, write that first book.

But it required a lot of work, because again, it wasn’t conceived as a book, and I was just a dumb kid at the time, and…But there were the bones of something, there. And I just kept thinking about it.

A little less than a decade ago, I wrote something that was very, very close to writing Collider itself. It gave me the first real bones of what it would become. So I kept plugging away at the ideas, and slowly they started to make sense to me, to coalesce. And in the past two years I wrote two full-length manuscripts, and then it seemed like I was finally ready.

Then I started writing it. At first it was slow going, just picking away at it. A few weeks ago I slipped into another gear. I started writing daily, longer chapters than I’ve written in a long time, day after day, and I started feeling the momentum. The story started surprising me. It took turns I didn’t expect. 

And now, it’s done. It’s finally done. This last chapter was almost anticlimactic. How strange is that? I could barely sleep last night, the anticipation of this moment clogging the atmosphere…

Now, of course, the real work begins…

Wednesday, May 28, 2025

Finally (really!) writing Collider

I started writing Collider yesterday. 

It’s only about thirty years in the making. When I first came up with the Space Corps stories, the Danab didn’t even exist. It’s since become known as the Danab Cycle. I didn’t really have a story, back then, but I stumbled into one when I very unexpectedly decided to kill off one of the main characters early on.  Hey, I’m a Star Trek geek. I’m sure there was some Tasha Yar reasoning involved. 

As the years advanced, I worked on the story until everything about it made sense. I even figured out why that character’s death meant something. I wrote a novella, eventually, dealing specifically with that (Terrestrial Affairs), which kind of lightened the load a little. It remains absolutely essential to this story, but the whole story doesn’t have to explain why it happened so much as what resulted. 

I had the last of the needful breakthroughs, really, only later in the day. So I added to what I wrote yesterday this morning. And can now plunge confidently forward.

I‘ll keep you posted…

Wednesday, May 21, 2025

My Dr. Seuss comic book script is going to be published???

 https://a.co/d/gJwZ6uh

Wow. So. Wow. 

This isn’t scheduled to happen until next January, but this is something I gave up on ever happening. I wrote this thing more than a decade ago, a lifetime ago in a lot of respects. 

It’s the third comic book script I wrote for this publisher (I don’t get paid at all, and clearly, after those first two, even getting exposure certainly never happened, either). The first two garnered a smattering of reviews, some of them about what you’d expect from these things.

Since this thing was written so long ago, it’s not up to date. It doesn’t cover the recent censorship of Dr. Seuss’s career that we somehow let happen. I know there are different ways to phrase that, and if the publisher itself plays along, does it really count? To me, it does. Not because I have an abiding love for the “lost” material. In fact, I read far more Seuss after I wrote this script, and it’s not all the Seuss, not even that “new” Seuss that happened after all this. 

But there’s a rhyming scheme to the thing. I tried. I tried to cover the spirit. It’s been entirely out of my hands for many years.

But it apparently will be a real thing!

Saturday, May 17, 2025

What all those books looked like when I unboxed them…


 I can’t control what happens when they’re released into the world, but gosh do I like looking at ‘em. 

Saturday, May 10, 2025

Oh...only NINE books released the last few months...

Woo!

So I finally went ahead and cleared the backlog, which resulted in a true glut of new material in paperback edition...

A Most Excellent Fancy, whose release was already reported here, started all this.  This was my final Kindle Vella project, and also the first of the many books to be filled (increasingly so) with footnotes.  I finally poked around my Word program enough to figure out how to do this, and walked away from Kindle Direct Publishing's templates so that I could produce the results in book form, too.  I really, really got carried away.  Read more so I can explain...

The Ripped Blade is the most recent release, which theoretical readers of this blog (I think I've lost all of the real ones finally!) just finished reading last month in the annual A to Z Challenge.  Anyone picking up a paperback edition will find it festooned with footnotes, as previously suggested, which was really half the reason I wrote the story in the first place.  Originally I was going to write them in a fictitious fashion, but I realized I had plenty of real world material to round out the volume.  I got so carried away with the footnotes in other books I desperately wanted to keep it going, so by April (I didn't choose to unofficially participate until the first of the month, so everything was literally generated and written during it) I came up with as convenient an excuse as was available.  I'd previously decided writing a mystery from a host of perspectives, most of them investigators of some fashion, was a good idea, so I was able to graft that onto the experiment from the start.  I had good great fun, anyway.

City of Tomorrow is a collection of material that picks up where my very first short story collection, Monorama (which, incidentally, the publication for which ushered this very blog), left off from stories posted to Sigild V (until last month the bulk of where my fiction is posted).  Of course it's chock full of footnotes.  It's also the longest of the books released in this period, and it's got the best cover, probably the best cover I've ever done.

Easter Tales is the culmination of a project inadvertently begun in 2017 but picked up in earnest in 2020, short stories written for various days of the three day Easter story from various points in history and perspectives, each of them explaining what the death and resurrection of Jesus means to them, and us.  I think it's some of the best stuff I've ever written, and it's a rare reflection of my Catholic/Christian faith in my writing (the hardest book I've ever published to actually recommend is Reading Biblically, which is my tour of the Bible, which happens to include commentary on "the real Ten Commandments" that makes sense in context, but would probably be somewhat controversial if anyone ever just stumbled on it).

The Annotated Series of Short Trips is the most shameless release as far as footnotes go; it's right there in the title, a hodgepodge mishmash of brief material that on its own wouldn't have been considered for any of these books, but makes a nice package, at least as far as authors desperately enamored with footnotes go.

The Age of Theory, American Poems, and Life & Theft wrap up the collections of poems posted to various blogs over the years.  I'd never really publicized these here, but it's increasingly significant material, including earlier volumes that are filled with my personal philosophies as well as mounds of angst...

Finally, there's 52 Reasons to Love, which is not about love itself, but rather 52, the DC weekly comic book series that I've long championed and continue to recommend as one of the great superhero experiences yet created.  This is an unofficial guidebook, including summaries of every issue, background information including about the main creators for the uninitiated (they're all big deals for those already in the know), everything that followed, and tacked on because of the title, 52 concise reasons, well, to love 52.

It's very possible I've finally gone insane.  If true, at least I have a few books to show for it.

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